alone...hm what does that word really mean to ppl? well to me, it means the worst thing that could have ever happened and also i cant stand this feeling. i dont really have anymore good friends that i can really talk to other than Ferry and i dont know what happened.... me and my friends used to have this good relationship where we could basically tell each everyone anything and also we used to be close. i feel that i dont have noone to talk to anymore. yeah i know i have some okay friends but i just cant tell them things without feeling that they will just gossip and all that great old stuff that takes place in high school lol. anyways i dunno how this came up because when i first logged on i had something totally diferent in mind to write about but well this is how it all turned out....well i gots 2 go