my life sucks. i know you are probably thinking that i complain too much about my life...but everything that i write about and everything that i say is total and complete true. i just got into a fight with my mom. it was horrible. and i hate myself for being so dumb or stupid that she hates me. i honestly think that she would be better off if i was gone. why does she hate me? i asked her that just now and she went off again and was saying that the reasons that she treats me this way is because the way that i act and treat everyone else. well im sorry for being me mom. im sorry. and im sorry that im not perfect like Bridgette or chris or anyone else. im sorry that im not perfect like them. whatever. im me and thats all i can be, and if people dont like it then whatever. im sorry bye