im sick of drama in this house. my throat is KILLING me on the plus side...Jon is out of jail..well for the time being anyways. who knows my dad is being negative..he wont even look at the side of maybe my grandma could pull through. hes just like "no krystal, shes dieing"...and i really dont want to hear that.. stefany is being negative and depressed and i dont wanna be around that right now. i dont know. im just irritated with everyone. --------- jen asked my mom to ask me if i would sing with her at church at the end of the month. well what i wanna know is how she found out i used to sing??! i dunno what to say.. i wanna move out really bad. im sick of being a 19 year old and living with my parents. its pathetic.