yikes sometimes people make me sick...did u know that????ughhh i hate the way that some people think that they are the shizzit and that everyone likes them when that is totally not the case...they are so freakin shallow they dont see the truth if it bit them in the ass...ya these types of people annoy the hell outa me and they need to be shot...lol no just kidding. i just hate those people and yeah im gettin a little annoyed by some of them.....sorry this entry doesnt make any sense at all....my life doesnt make sense so oh well...i guess that is why what i write never seems to make any sense at all..oh and an update on my friend...u know the one who wrote that suicide note...well she didnt show up today at school and ima little freaked out about that but im sure shes ok...oh by the way again....Ferry(ya i know that name is a lil strange but hes fron Holland) well anyways he told me that i am the "one" for him and that he loved me....im in total shock right now....but shocked in a good way....hmmm i love talking to him because he makes me so happy when im around him.....hes great :)