she shouldnt have stuck her nose in where it didnt belong. she doesnt understand. my own best friend since 6th grade doesnt understand me anymore. she blames it all on me. all of it. how could it be my fault? i didnt shove that alcohal down her throat. and if i remember right...she was the only one in the car that wanted to drink that night. how could it be my fault? what she said hurt. and she will never understand how bad that made me feel. i feel horrible now and she doesnt care. what a best friend. what happened to our damn friendship? one day everything was just peachy and the next.....bam....its like we cant stand each other anymore. i dont know. i feel like crying. she had no right saying that. its none of her business. she needs to take her stupid comments that i do not want to hear and she needs to tell them to someone who cares. because frankly, i could care less anymore. i dont need her. all i need is my family and my boyfriend. thats it. who needs a best friend? all they do is stab you in the damn back anyways.....and make you feel bad constantly...and could care less for your feelings....well let me tell you, i could certainly do without a friend like that. im done. i definately need to hear an apology and if i dont hear one from her, then im not going to talk to her until she does. ugh. my head hurts now. i wish he was off work right now, i really need someone to talk to and he is the only one i wanna talk to right now. oh and a little update on my Uncle with cancer....his family needs all the prayer they can get because they dont think he will make it much longer, and they are not taking it good at all. Krystal