everythings gone wrong

im in tears right now. nobody freakin understands. i dunno...just everything has gone wrong tonight for me. i was going to go out and then we ended sitting on Stefs porch and then i was all about to fall asleep cus it was so boring and then i told them to just bring me home. and on the way home i had like the hugest panic attack and i dont even know why. i couldnt breath and i was freaking out and i dont even know why. i have no clue. so when we were about to pull into the street that i live on, this psycho jumps in front of us and i thought that we were going to hit him. jees it was crazy. and then when i got outa the car, the moon was all huge and red. and then that tripped me out a little. then i got home and i got a letter in the mail....and then my day really got worse. my court date was in the mail. i have court on July 12 or some date like that. i so wished that they would just forget about my case. i really dont wanna get in trouble with the law.........gosh my day was bad....to u it prolly seems like nothing at all, but for me, theres a lot of other crap that has made my day hell. oh and to top that all off i got a sunburn.....great...lucky me bye Krystal
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aww its okay everything will get better...its just one of those days...crying makes me feel better like i have been healed...i hope you feel better...just smile! :)
hey. yeah, i do want to talk but whenver i do i just get my hopes all high and then I'm let down once again. thanks alot for the note. i love people on sitDiary, the wont i don't know in person anyway, they are so kind to me. :)
I know what it is like to have a day where all things seem to have gone but everyone else is like 'yeah, okay, whatever' I'm sorry to hear about your panic attack. I hope you are all right now. :)
--mae
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thank you...and the same goes to you. i mean, i guess i just got to let it go. regaurdless of what i feel/think, hes going to talk to her...so i gotta get over it =( ... but my email is surfinsangel83@aol.com...thank you (hugs) Melinda
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