i just got home from the hospital. they had to sedate my grandma and they incubated her. she is really sick, and the hospital couldnt take her, so she got airvacked to tucson like my other grandma did. i couldnt handle it. my dad had a breakdown and he was crying, so was my aunt shanna...and when i left, i did too. now my head is hurting really bad. i have to do everything around the house here. i have to cook, clean, and pick up my little brothers. my parents are staying the night again over there.