*** I NEEDED TO VENT...IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I SAY THEN DONT READ IT...***
friends....what is that word supposed to mean???? arent friends supposed to be there for you when you need them the most???? yeah thats what i thought too....but im learning that it is not true........what am i rambling on about you say???? well my best friend Stefany....u know the one that i would do anything for? the one that we have been best friends since 4th grade...well she decides to totally sell me out tonight on our plans to go hang out with my boyfriend....yeah that is a big no no..and im stuck at home now again for the second night in a row and my so called friends could care less. it feels like i cant even talk to them anymore about anything, because the last two people that i told what happened to me with my parents this weekend, they told me to quit telling them my problems and get over it. that hurt too. ive never needed them more than i do right now..because of all the shit i have been through this weekend and they dont care..and Stefany goes out to hang out with my boyfriend.....what a friend....i feel so alone lately....my life has never been like this...i have never felt this low as i do now...and i have noone to turn to. absolutely noone...not even my parents because i got threatend to be thrown out of the house twice this weekend...and my mom basically called me a whore....umm what i would like to know is how can i be a whore if im still a virgin??? but that really just made my day........ugh......i dont know what to do anymore...i wanna give up...its killing me keeping this all in, but noone around here wants to listen......but yeah its all good....i dont need anyone...
KRYSTAL
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.
"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.
As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Meow.
-Lizzy
xoxo
mandi
thanks for the comment.
~joe cool~
I hope things work out for you quickly.
P.S. put the disclaimer at the beginning of the entry.
Meow.