jees im so happy that it is finally saturday!!!! this week draged by way too slow... hmm so heres my update on what happened yesturday... umm went to school at 7:15, Daniel almost hit me with his car in the parking lot....haha it was so funny because he scared the crap outa me and i coulda killed him lol... and then second hour was good i guess...me and stella had to count the money from the consession stands the other night....and for those of u who might know me, knows thats not a job that me and her should be a part of cus we always mess everything up...lol we had to recount the money like 100 times cus we couldnt stop laughing...lol fun times fun times... anyways then after second hour, i talked to Ferry finally and then after that convo, i started to miss him some more and the way things used to be...and then i talked to Andy again and i was all crying and he was being like my counselor...and telling me how things are going to turn out ok in my life...and for some reason talking to him makes my day better, because i at least know that one person cares about me and would care if the whole dumb world opened up and swallowed me up...he will never understand how much i appreciate having him as a friend that i can talk to when noone else will listen...hes great... oh and heres what he told me yesturday....its his little quote: "EVEN IN THE DARKNESS,THERES ALWAYS A HOPE OF LIGHT.JUST LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR HEART SAIS, AND GOD WILL MAKE EVERYTHING ALRIGHT....FOLLOW URSELF...!!!"