oh wow....i was on www.deathclock.com and it said that i have 1,929,757,625 seconds to live. and that im gonna die on Sunday, June 8, 2064.....ahhhh that is freaky!!!!!!!!!! yikes.... well ppl....today was a crazy day!!ya well its always crazy like that so theres no change....hmm im not doing good...its just like im totally run down! i hate this feeling that im like a walking freakin zombie.........i just need more rest i think...ya thats it.....it doesnt help because the fact that i only sleep like 3 hrs a night. im totally run down and ive never felt this exhausted in my life.......i just wanna fall asleep and not wake up for like 50 yrs or forever......yaa that would be good. i would finally get to slow down for once if that happened.....sounds nice to me.i was up all night worried about Stef. i called her this afternoon and she sounds terrible.i feel so bad for her.and she has to move back in with her mom because now from the accident, tara cant work for 7 months and they are not going to be able to pay rent. i feel bad for them.....well im going to go and try to get some rest....laterz gaterz