blah......all of a sudden everytime i think about food, i wanna throw up......yuck....whats freakin wrong here?haha....anyways i wanna not think about that right now cus im not feeling too well..... im bored outa my mind right now cusim stuck at home...Stef pissed me off last night. just because i didnt want to smoke with her last night, she was all talking crap and calling me stupid....uhh sorry but i dont want to be forced into doing something i dont wanna do. and ive already promised myself that im not going to do that.....its a long story that i dont feel like explaining that happened last year....anyways so i got pissed cus she was acting like that and everytime she asked me something, i would say "i dont know im stupid right?" that got her mad and then we got into an arguement about me not having a boyfriend right now. and i dont remember what else we yelled at each other about for a while but im pretty sure that im not going to hang out with her again for a few days.... and of course im bored because tonights Prom and i decided not to go because Stef didnt have a date and we were going to go hang out with some college guys instead tonight......but thats out of the question.........sheesh this sucks oh and i didnt sleep well last night because when i finally did get to sleep, i had a bad dream about those scorpions....oh jee thanks Adam....and then i fell back asleep and had that nightmare about that guy at the club. and then i woke up and finally decided that i would watch tv the rest of the night, so nope....no sleep for me last night except for like 3 hours...its crazy.... laters