I dont know what that word means. I'm writing all of this over cuz it didn't seem to want to save last time, damn computer. Well I was talkin about how yesterday after I came home from Christa's party I went on the computer and talked to Ryan. Ryan told me he's goin to sonshine and has backstage passes. So I asked him a favor of getting me a Jars of Clay cd and having them sign it. He agreed so now I love him. Cuz he's better have gotten that cd. I would have been better off askin Skyler my other friend, except he doesn't live in Willmar, and I wouldn't have seen him to get it. Well so then Ryan now I love him, lol. Also yesterday we went to King Arthur, my second time cuz I'd seen it with Zack already, but on the way home my mom asked if we could drive bye sonshine. So my dad does. Well like he's at this stop sign and all of a sudden theres a jerk and a big noise. I thought the brakes broke or somethin. My dad starts swearin and cussin and all that kind of shit, and this kids like holy shit, cuz my dad kind of scared him he was cussin so much. Me and Sarah are laughin cuz of my dad's swearin and stuff. He scared the guy so much you could see fear in his eyes. I think my dad traumatized the poor kid. He had two kids in the box of his truck, the other guy and two inside. His truck got a dent in the bumper. His bran-new truck. This kid will be afraid when he shows his dad as well. He was probably around the age of 20 maybe under or over. Ya it was kind of funny though cuz my dad's truck didn't get hurt at all, just the other guys bumper. Ya well anyways. I love Ryan, as long as he got me my cd signed and stuff. I really don't "love" him he's just my great o' friend. I'm waiten on someone else new since the party. NO one will Know.Muahahahaha