im wondering whats going on.. like i dont understand anymore.. for a while i thought my life was fine.. and that was like on monday.. but now its back.. confusion.. and i feel bad.. i am an evil person who has no idea where her head is in this world.. or that other thing.. confussion rambling inside.. im sorry to those who ive hurt.. like the things i do.. i dont even know anymore.. like i dont do a lot of things cuz i dont want to hurt others.. i thought i was done being mean.. but i guess im just an overall bad person.. which dont tell me im not .. and if you agree that im a bitch you should tell me.. cuz then i know officially your feelings to me.. and i probably deserve them.. from the bitchy mean girl whos ruined your life.. im sorry.. but i dont want to hurt you..