yes that is right i totally am naming my entry blue balls.. as it was the discussion at work yesterday.. uh.. work today.. 12 hours.. 12 hours 12 hours.. watching the gosh damn water.. for.. 12 hours.. but tomorrow i dont work.. first day off in a long long time.. unincluding my vacation cuz that was no break.. i wont be able to sleep in tomorrow though either which is gay.. cuz i really want to.. but i cant cuz i have to deliver the papers to the tents at sonshine.. but hey i get a free pass to sonshine for all three days for doing it.. woohoo.. and im pissed because spencer is helping and i dont want spencer to come.. but i guess that way he can go and hang out with sarah or something.. im pretty sure i really dont want my cousins hanging around me at sonshine.. i really dont.. im sick of them i dont want to be around them.. i want to hang with my friends.. without my cousins.. i havent hung out with my friends forever and i just got back from a trip with my cousins.. and i dont want to hang out with them.. they can find there own ppl.. and if i have to deal with spencer.. then im not even going.. end of story.. eric has to work all three days and then today.. and uh i dont know about sunday.. i think i work sunday.. more then likely yes.. i also work today.. for 12 hours.. 12 hours 12 hours.. and just yeterday dad was complaining about how he has started working 10 hours this week and i was like yup not even thinking to rub in his face that i work 12 hours.. that 2 more then him and like 3 or 4 more then what he was working.. so no complaining.. uh its gonna be a long day.. im napping during supper and lunch break.. mm sleep.. sleep is good 12 HOURS!!! burn in hell.. LATER.. ahaaaa.. yeah so im home again.. its like 10 and im home cuz we really didnt need four guards at 9 hell we didnt need any really possibly one i guess.. so after a while of debating who would leave.. i said i would except that i didnt want to pay for gas.. so there like well come back at 1 and we'll put you down starting at 12 and i was like ok.. and so now im at home and am going to go to sleep in a few seconds.. so everyone knows though.. im not working 12 hours.. im working 8 but am getting paid for 9 woohoo.. mm sleep is good..