my head hurts like a bitch it has alllll day.. me and alana went to new london tonight it was pretty sweet.. boring at first but then it turned out pretty fun we hung out some pretty wicked people cool new londoners as you could say lol.. ya becca was there and oh my goooooodness soo was mike oh my gosh that kid is fricken sweet but we were down stairs it was boring we watched this like movie thing and it was funny but i only knew the kid that kept telling us to watch it.. so ya hmm.. today fucking sucked it was very boring.. yesterday i went with christa to bens.. actually i took christa to bens and oh my gosh that kid is fucking boring.. ugh i feel numb i hate just sitting and doing nothing.. even though it sounds like i do stuff.. i really dont.. i dont talk much.. i fricken was crying at sarahs the other night.. for no reason sarah would say something that met nothing and like i totally would start crying then id stop then id start and i dont even know why and it was wierd they said they think it was because i was tired but i dont even know.. but i havent cried for fricken ever not like for whatever reason.. because again im numb i have no feeling i cant cry and i dont want to cry so its good and i have no reason to cry.. i dont think.. but whatever i am gonna go.. im at sarahs and like listening to alana slash typing on here and i need to leave soon so ya.. mhm.. a painful mind.