erics surgery is today which is tres tres sad as ive never had surgery and i wouldnt want to think of the pain he has to go through.. i want to go visit him.. but i work today and unless i get off early again like yesterday then i cant visit him.. as i though that visiting hours were until 9 but then i asked mom and they are till 8 which ultimatly sucks as i want to go visit him but i work till 8.30 so i dont think i will be able to go.. which sucks cuz i really want to.. and i dont know how im gonna be able to talk to him when he gets out as i have no more airtime on phone and im not sure if he will be goin on the computer so uh bleh.. i dont know. cuz i dont really want to show up randomly at his house as i would feel way to acquired.. as ive only been there like twice and have only really talked to his dad and ehhhhh.. id ont kow what to do.. i guess i should have asked him yesterday but like didnt.. uh fricken idiot.. im bringing him flowers though.. mom got them for me to bring.. and applesauce.. but again i cant go up there.. so im gonna deliver them to the hospital and have them bring them up to his room.. so he'll come back from his surgery and already have something waiting for him.. ahh it would be cute.. only if it works.