im so sick of fucking bullshit.. grant told me a story of what my friend has been saying about me and truly im dissapointed slash hurt by it like i dont care but then again i do.. not that it really is a big thing but its just rude that someone could ever say that.. i made him repeat the story to both of my parents cuz they always want in on the fun stuff.. but it makes me sad that my friend can talk behind my back it just makes me think of what other things that this person might say about me it also makes me think of what everyone else thinks and says about me.. stupid jerk off friend.. maybe your not a true friend thats all.. you say you are so you can get in on the stuff that i know.. well no more for you butt head.. colorguard is amazing wow.. it is sooo cool.. i hope i make it.. i think that it could be something i truly have a heart for.. like wow.. it is soo cool.. and i was practicing and ya and grant helped me to when i was showing him my mad skills but i think he beat me as he's got this whole drum thing goin on so its unfair but he taught me to better my skills.. i just hope i get it.. i have to bring clothes that will be easy to be fitted in as in to be measured in.. a true friend wouldnt say mean things.jerk. I LOVE ERICA TORKELSON..