im out of shape me and sarah have to go running tomorrow or we shall burn in hell and might as well die.. at least that way were burning somethin.. hell if you cant burn calories you might as well just die.. lol just kidding im being fuckin dumb just ignore it... ive recently found out that a random few ppl do read my diary.. probably cuz they have nothing better to do.. like i know who my normal readers are.. but i also know the ppl who dont read this.. and randomly on this last one they commented.. wierd.. ppl care to listen to what jessica has to say.. and yes i was rude because ppl make me whatever.. just not mad sadly i cant get mad recently which does make me mad.. and gets me all like mad like.. yes.. went to sarahs.. sat on computer.. bad jessica.. ugh i have a dead flower in my room.. cool eh? oh ya the band concert sucked everything.. but fourth row 2nd guy in with the red strap on his tenor saxaphone.. ya he was cool.. and the kid next to him made like the stivers move where your like all over the place cuz they think they have this like robot way of moving and cannot stop cuz someone never refunded there damn quarter and i totally almost spelled that courter haha what an effing retard.. want to start a fight..