were just friends thats all there is to it oh but the reason of writing this is to tell you of this really really really hot guy that was at golf today oh man whooofta i was sooo blown away he had like black hair and like was wearin black pants and a black shirt which more then likely had a bands name on it but like me and dana were goin to the building thingy and he was comin out and total glancing moment it was the first time i saw him and i was like oh ya baby whooofta nice but i dont think we've ever met but all i can say is whats your name lol haha ya but he was soo hott well then we were walkin to the little golfin thingy area where we were gonna practice and we had to go by the practice putting green where he was and like i was lookin at him and i thought he was kind of lookin back but he was more then likely checkin out all the girls behind me cuz no one would ever check me out so ya thats a never gonna happen but its just a dream even though i totally dont dream cuz dreams are for those who think dreams come true and the only dream i have is to go to college but thats more like reality so ya i relized all of this on my way under a bridge on the way home from florida when i was wishing for whats its name to like me but ya that wont happen so to bad and to bad I DONT LIKE HIM ANYMORE but ya so thats my story of why i dont dream ya know what sucks about me is once i find out that a guy likes me i dont like them back even if i liked them from the begginning like lets say hey you have a crush and now he likes you well once you find out he likes you, you relize you dont like them back so ya thats me im that person the one who desides that they dont like them so friends if you find out that hey my crush likes me dont try and hook me up because i wont like him anymore by the time you tell me so ya you know what i just relized this kid looks like the kid from blu that me and sarah l were totally crushing on oh my gosh if it is i would be more then excited i think im gonna call sarah cuz its her birthday so ya i should go and im gonna tell her my story but if that was him im gonna be sooooooo happy man oh man i want this guy soooo bad he's sooo hot and no one get any ideas cuz he's totally mine all mine