i feel like crap today.. i have another headache in which i don know where these things are coming from.. but they are throbbing and they hurt.. and im getting sick i cant sing worth shit right now and it makes me mad and then im getting a sour throat and i have shit caught in there and everything is fucking going crazy and i dont know where i am anymore i don know what i want to do.. i dont know where i want to go.. my mom is pissing me off cuz she is sooooo fucking annoying.. i love her but shes annoying.. my dad is cool just cuz he is i guess.. my mom is sooo lazy though and she makes me soo mad.. we cant clean cuz its her stuff but she complains about it and then doesnt do anything to fix it.. theres no point in doing something you cant do.. dads cleaning or trying to for the most part.. ugh im just fucking pissed off right now.. im pretty sure i wont be talking much at school tomorrow as i dont feel like talking to people but i know everytime i say that kind of stuff.. knock on wood though.. because i always end up talking to people.. ugh blah blah blah.. im bored and angered and dont know anymore.. i know i feel like shit.. some people just need to grow up and get lives.. you people are so annoying.. you should just stay out of fights if you dont want to be in them.. apologies for what you say and be the better person and ignore them dont let others know that something hurts it only makes them think there stronger.. and this is why i hate the internet.. also why i was grounded from it.. except i really know how to hurt others feelings.. this is pittiful stuff and im not getting into this shit and getting nasty.. that and the fact that i dont feel like dealing with shit when i have to pic battles with myself.. my worst enemy.