im pretty sure ive seen some of the most disturbed things today such as this guy that came and talked about him being a meth addict and like he was suicidal and shot himself and like had pictures of the seen and like he broke like all the bones in his face and ya there were pictures and im pretty sure it was disgusting but not as bad as going to science the next block and watching this movie about gametes and blah blah blah i fell asleep at the part where the sperms were all attacking the egg then kraemer fucking woke me up.. no one dare wakes jessica up the whore.. but shes like hey get up you guys hey everybody get your heads up like at first she was talking and that woke me up then i was like meh and layed my head back again then she was saying that stuff and i was like shit she's talking to me but there was at least five more kids well then she talked and i was listening and stayed awake.. I SHOULD HAVE KEPT SLEEPING.. holy shit the next thing i know after watching the damn baby become a baby in the stomach the next thing i know im looking at the thing fricken come out of the damn lady oh my gosh it was disgusting.. like grosss!!! like her .. she.. was shown like it was gross.. i did not want to see some lady.. yet add a thing coming out of her.. and kraemers just like you guys its human nature.. isnt it beautiful.. and then shes all like reproduction YEAH.. shut the hell up its gross and i did not ask to see a woman having a damn kid.. gosh i hate that lady.. but anyways practice was poopy as i am sick and cannot breathe and tomorrow will suck more cuz i have voice lessons and have not practiced because i am sick and blah it will suck and sarah wants me to go to morning weightlifting uh uh no way.. i cant even get up at 7 and like the reason im sick is cuz i dont get enough sleep im pretty positive i have a computer disorder and that i cant live without the internet ugh gay.. we went to the swim meet and im pretty sure that that was fun.. boring but fun.. i got really stiff after sitting there though.. damn warm heated swimming area room thingy and its warm heated like ways.. haha eric swam good and ryan swam good and joe dived well lol that was funny he did good for his four day practicing.. i still have eric's hat i had it in my coat but i did not feel like giving it back to him as now i have something of his so technically in order for him to get it back i could make him do things to get it back hmm thats a good idea.. hopefully eric reads this tonight cuz IF YOU EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR HAT AGAIN..THEN BUY ME A COOKIE TOMORROW.. a turtle.. *cough cough*.. A TURTLE COOKIE.. POWER POWER OVER YOU!! hahahaha seriously though!