you can say dont worry about boys and ya i dont its just the fact that i wish i could just know the feeling of being with someone but you can imagine yet you dont like them!?! i just want to have the feeling of someone who actually likes you and the reasurrance that someone will be there to hold you and never let you go and just to be able to have something special is beyond the point of special i just want to know the feeling and it pisses me off, every guy that i like has a girlfriend or someone i just cant seem to find someone and i try not lookin but the ones ive already liked just keep comin back and they drag me and tear me in the back of a cars dust, im over it sick of it..! If its possible... A GUY... Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." i got that from someone elses diary ^^^ |||