full of food mm food. stupid spagetti.. mom fed me for once a real meal can you believe it an actual meal.. i dont get the kind of foods i should which makes me mad cuz i get to be a plump little fatty haha fatty.. man boobs all jig jig jigglin all over the place.. you little boy with a little penis hahaha good times.. i have a game tonight grr yucky thats why i got fed moms like if you eat spagetti it will digest by the time your game starts and youll have a spike of energy and im like whatever FOOD!! lol jk ... im so bored life at the moment is well whatever.. people make me mad not thinking upon what theyre doing.. bad choices upon there decisions and im not talking about serious stuff like bad drugs or something im talking of hurting another persons feelings and just not realizing it.. i find that i have relized points in life and my one main one is.. dont get excited over the happy lucky things in your life cuz the moment the world knows it.. it goes to hell.. thats why most things.. i dont tell people.. i dont tell people when my life gets exciting and when something good is happening because.. once i tell someone it goes to hell.. burns in my face.. fuckin messes me up and like any other person.. you become a sad emotional person.. but again another thing in life that i relized is the capabilities of bringing myself back up.. but i dont get excited anyways anymore so i dont have to worry about it.. but at the moment i hate how a person can hurt another persons feelings yet not even relize it because there stuck up in there own lives and only worrying about themselves and there problems.. and yes i relize that if the person reads this they'll go to school and be all sad cuz they relize im right and theyll mope and blah blah blah feel as if the world is really turning against them.. but the person wont change what im saying.. they wont do anything to change it.. they will keep it the same and after about two weeks of moping and feeling bad for themselves for hurting the other persons feelings and hating themselves for doing such a thing the problem of how they hurt the persons feelings in the first place will come back and my friend will be happy again and forget about all of it and the hurt person again is still hurting and is sad.. and that pain in the person will maybe gradually go away if my friend is lucky.. im sorry you treat people that way.. the end has come.. cuz i dont have anymore to say.. just wanted the one point to get across eric i put your name in this you fool...! eric eric eric eric eric eric eric 8times!! you anorexic bitch lol haha