so i dont even sleep for 11 hours.. yet i have to work for 11 hours.. and ugh it was gay.. eric visited me right away at 12.. which you should have come later.. cuz he left cuz it was too hot and probably boring.. but then later it got nicer.. and it was kind of warm but then it really kind of cooled off.. then later loree and christa came then my mom and lindy then mary and isaac and it was so boring no matter which relative.. mom just kind of ignores me as she probably hates me.. no not really but.. then there is deedee who just kind of is all slow and stuff.. then theres loree who only complains and kicks sand at me and is perverted.. then there is christa who is probably the only sane one but she is not much for entertainment.. she just told me who i should be yelling at and i was just like ok you can shut up now.. and then there is mary who was actually probably the best of all as she talked to me and was fun and chilled with me on the beach.. and finally someone made me a sandcastle.. all thanks go to mary.. it was a pretty sweet sandcastle too i was amazed but she had to stop cuz she was getting tired.. oh and finally then there is isaac who would use other ppls stuff and would not go down the slide nor listen to his mom.. and worst of all.. would not make a sandcastle.. if anything he destroyed them.. then there is sarah whose too "tired" to even come.. jerk thats all i say.. even though she has come the past two days.. hell no one is coming tomorrow probably.. ill rely on jay as he comes every day.. he said to me today.. he's like.. ya know.. everyone knows me around here.. and i was like yup and he's like and you know what they think of me and i thought he would say that they think he is wierd.. but instead he said.. because they think im nice.. and i giggled cuz he's so funny and im like you sure are jay.. in which he kind of is.. he kind of still creeps me out but in a way he is pretty cool.. yeah so last night after work me sarah and eric watched a movie.. oh but first we went to walmart.. where eric stopped talking and i did not understand really why.. and it kind of made me feel bad.. but when we went home after a while he was fine.. and no one helped me make a smoothie.. and tonight after this i was planning on going and making one but there is no one to share it with.. i suppose i could give it to mom as it is her birthday.. im gonna go finish my chipotle and eat a preztel..