i totally just relized that i have brandon janke's keys in my pocket cuz megan took them from him in french and i put them in my pocket.. and i totally forgot about it.. and now i have his keys and dont know what to do.. i feel sooo bad.. blah.. its funny too though.. but who knows how he is getting home now though haha.. that sucks.. lol.. today i felt like shit especially after french class because she gave me an effing c- i am pissed that and the fact that im just pissed for no reason.. lately ive been really mean to my mom and im sick of everything i do.. and like im sick of going to school and just being there.. im sick of being in my life in which ive done stupid things.. and im sick of just all of it.. i want to get away from willmar.. but i want to stay away from willmar.. no wait.. its not willmar i want to get away from.. its me i want to get away from.. and i totally agree with sarah in which what she told me and alana.. im excited for monday seeings as im going snowboarding.. i told jess she could come if she wants but i hope she doesnt get her knees hurt again cuz that meant that she wanted to get off of the hills and britty cae anderson is coming cuz she loves me.. i just hope she doesnt invite any other willmar ppl because it will make me sad.. cuz its a day for me to get away from willmar.. but i dont know.. i hope christa doesnt bring bert either cuz i want christa to hang out with me too.. and i just relized how selfish im being about one day of snowboarding.. i told you im a bitch.. im just gonna get off of here and steal some of my dads chocolates seeings as this is just making me feel even worse of a person that i already am.. run away from me and hide..