so much for going to bed early.. but i have nothing really big going on tomorrow.. i think me and mom are driving to st cloud with the dogs.. and i guess as i just asked.. we have to be there at nine so much for sleeping when going there.. i should make her drive just cuz the only reason she would make me drive is cuz then she could sleep.. so maybe ill make her drive.. going to st cloud just means eating and i dont want to eat anything.. urgh.. and i really dont want to go to chipotle like i only want to eat there if someone else brings it for me.. and i dont know.. last night we went to the fireworks at deedees of course.. and they were actually kind of crappy but again nothing compares to fireworks in dc on the 4th of july.. im tired.. im planning on sleeping the moment i get on that bus.. its a coach bus which makes it absolutly wonderful.. but uh man im so tired.. and would love to watch the movie but no way man.. i couldnt handle keeping my eyes awake any longer.. one time i fell asleep and they thought it was amazing i could sleep with all the noise there was but yeah of course i can.. oh my gosh.. last night was scary the lady next door was screaming.. i needed a hug.. as she scared the shit out of me and when i went to bed all i could think of was her screaming which scared me more.. so i couldnt sleep at first.. then i thought of the fireworks and went to sleep.. blah parade.. last parade..