uh gay.. i want to go home.. even though i am home i dont feel as if im home.. ugh gay.. does that sound right.. screw im not gonna discuss it.. i have planned out like 4 to 6 days worth of being in duluth and visiting erica and i want to go really really bad.. but dad says i cant now... like a week ago he said it was fine.. then now he said no.. and like ugh i know i can handle it.. i want to go up there.. i promised to erica that i would visit her.. and now i was talking to her on msn and then she was gone didnt even say goodbye.. so now i have no one to talk to erica left me for i dont know why.. mom and dad are shopping without me.. eric is going with kenny and chelsey.. and ugh im not going shopping by myself as i want mom with.. ergh freaking retarded.. i wrote an entry for you erica.. oh yeah and i made cookies today and a smoothie with isaac for child and family development project and it was gay as now i feel gross.. i HATE cookies.. i dont liek them at all and dont plan on eating any of them.. what a crappy day off..