mom goes in for surgery wednesday bet most people didn't know that back surgery.. it might not be bad but i still worry what would it be like if your mom was gone she walks funny her nerve is squished her disk is comin out like an inch and it goes down it means i have to find rides for everything i have to do the papers in the mornin grandpa has to do cross guarding which he might not be able to do cuz he never got his highschool diploma whos gonna tell him he cant work cuz he didnt graduate thats hard in his time you didnt need it you farmed my family is there for each other i hope turns out ok she questions whether or not to have surgery shes afraid if they screw up to many things to live for i love my mom and my daddy and my sister i love my family