so sd has been down for more then a week dumb fuck and like without it was pathetically a struggle and now that its back its like not needed any longer really as somehow i got over problems elsewise wait i remember.. i complained to eric.. poor him and his poor eyes for having to read all about it.. i suppose he almost has to one way or another.. so i worked today for the first time this summer already and it was ok i didnt fall asleep once.. and like mom came with me and then she left then eric showed up and then she came back and humiliated me in which i must say thanks mom thanks mom thanks mom thanks mom thanks mom thanks mom urgh thanks mom ugh ok so.. anyway.. then dad shows up and everyone leaves but no worries as i still stayed awake then i shut down and then i went to salsberry to see if the guard was there and it was suppose to be melissa cuz i checked schedule when i was bored at my beach and so when i was there checking for guard i was like hmm i wonder if sarah and chad came and thats why she called me so i like was looking for her cadillac or his grand am and i found the grand am that said marquette basketball and was like thats her well him i guess.. and so i pulled up front row parking and could see them laying on the beach so i called her and said i could see her and yeah so they came over and what felt like 15 min of talking was 45 min of talking.. so i was like whoops and by the way there wasnt a lifeguard on duty which made me wonder cuz it was a perfect day for guarding.. idiots.. so anyway.. then after all of that excitement i had gone home and eric had come over and we watched sahara and it was an ok movie kind of boring but im not suppose to say that cuz i dont want to hurt erics feelings.. but i guess the ending was exciting lol.. yes then eventually eric left i guess which leaves me here now.. yesterday was erics birthday in which me and emily and lindsey bought him a chocolate fountain which is the coolest thing in the world and like ugh it is like godlicious.. my nose is running.. yeah i also got cool car wrapping paper it was cool.. yeah and his party was ok i guess.. as lindsey and anthony got into a fight which i couldnt understand why he was being dumb but whatever he was a little to pyro just trying to show off.. and then ugh just stupid kid and i had to leave at 12 but hey thats better then normal.. probably cuz school is out kind of.. like maybe thats why i could stay out an hour later then normal.. well that and the fact that i asked i guess.. i mean duh it was erics birthday lol.. in which erics old enough to do lots of stuff now including getting a tattoo.. so this isnt gonna work so im gonnna just stop..