so again another night of not so well of sleeping i dont think i slept to well the night before either.. although i seem to do a wonderful job sleeping when on the compter.. jerk that i am.. so this morning i was awoken for no reason by myself at 7 oclock like right on the dot too.. there was no reason too but i did.. and then i like got up for a bit and then went back to bed well then at 9 my mom woke me up and was like teach me how to run the camera so i showed her how.. cuz she is half disabled lol just kidding actually i showed mary how to run the camera.. well then we went to jcpenneys to go see sarah and i felt bad she had been sitting there for 25 min and it was my fault cuz i refused to out without makeup and without real clothes on so i had to get ready.. so then anyway we took pictures and ugh she looked gorgeous ugh beautiful.. she looked wonderful im so excited for her i wish i could go with almost but i dont want to have to stay the night cuz that is what they are doing and i really dont want to do that so i hope mom has fun.. i think now at noon im running out to christas to do her makeup ugh these girls are gonna look so jealous what lucky girls how fun.. i just realized that i think tomorrow is mothers day.. is it not.. correct me if im wrong.. that makes me sad though.. my mom isnt even gonna be home.. tear.. i dont know how to feel right now..