im home alone.. and i shouldnt be.. im afraid.. im 16 and afraid of being home alone.. the boys are out.. and making a ruccass.. and im scared.. uh eric could have come over for like 20 min but no i was at school.. doing the project that is due tuesday that is not ever gonna get done. great and its worth like half of my grade.. yeah. it was a good day until i came home.. or well when i got that text and was mad at myself for not being home.. but oh well i guess i couldnt help it.. we didnt do anything anyway but whatever.. ill do some now if i even can.. and its so gay though we have 1 day left this week to work on it and we dont work on it at all in class which is totally unfair.. uh cuz casey wont show up so me and chels were like well we'll just do it and she like gave us this look like she was mad and were like its due tuesday and someone has to do it.. its like she doesnt relize how important it is to get it done.. uh fricken dumb. i dotn want to be here alone.