i need to get away from my mind im sick of it can it be disposed in a garbage im sick of being sick and im sick of no one carrying anymore and i dont want to talk to people and im sick of just whatever and im shutting down and im sick and im tired and im sick and tired of being sick and tired im sick of it all and i dont know if i even want to go to the dance cuz im starting to be a social outcast and i dont feel like doin anything with people and i dont feel like goin to another upsetting dance and it would be even worse cuz jessica wont be there and i havent gone to a dance without jessica yet and i dont know what to do without her there