i have officially decided that the younger ones get blamed for most everything in the older days.. like i have never been really much of the younger sister to tell mommy and daddy on the older sister for i was more then likely always afraid cuz im pretty sure the older sister has always been capable of kicking my ass.. so today though ive felt as if its my fault i was mean this morning to her and it was my fault.. her ring is lost and i touched her stuff in the dryer.. it was my fault blah other stuff i seem to forget.. yes apparently it was my fault.. life in general must be my fault.. i seem to get blamed a lot.. and i feel like ive been getting yelled at a lot lately .. again i have not been able to get along with everything or everyone.. i seem to be a problem.. at the moment im so bored of being home.. ugh.. bored of me.. my pride is gone.. cuz im a selfish jealous bitch..