so today.. we were goin to do the papers and somehow we came up with talking about my diary.. and also came up that my dad is like.. ive read it.. and stuff and he was like ya i read your diary and im like what.. and im like where is my diary and mom is like in your room and my dads like on the internet and im like what.. and he's like see i read your diary and then he's like your sad and he talked about john which i remember typing about a while ago.. its an inside joke thing with mom i guess. its her "boyfriend" well anyway he's also like and your sick of your moms nagging.. and im like nuh uh you read my diary.. and like i was like fine im gonna make it so you cant read it and he's like ok.. and then im like ok.. and then im like how often do you read it and he's like i dont know and im like hmm.. and like it was so funny i was like thinking i was like great now i have to block it from anyone to just friends and i was like great.. now my dad knows everything about my life.. thats ugh.. great *rolls eyes* well eventually i was like so how did you find it.. and he's like i really didnt.. i dont read your diary.. ive never seen it and i dont know how or where it is.. and i was like oh my gosh and im like how did you know all that stuff then and he's like i honestly guessed. and it was effing hilarious.. now my mom is jealous that he has "read" my diary.. and wants him to show it to her so she can be in on the "goodstuff" and its funny cuz she doesnt know that he has never seen it.. its frigen hilarious so like today was boring and nerve wrecking as everything collided.. i went to church and isaac and sarah were there which made me happy cuz isaac gave me a hug and he is like my best hugging buddy cuz lately he has decided to not give me hugs cuz i always ask for them cuz i love his hugs.. but ya and so today i was like can i have a hug and he's like yes so he gave one to me while we were down stairs then he also gave me one when i left.. i love that kid.. i still call him baby cuz like i have always called him baby since he was one.. cuz he is still my youngest little baby like the only one.. blah im not explaining.. i just know that i call him baby lol.. well anyway i went to the stupid girl scout thing.. but it was fun cuz it was my grandmas birthday so i hung with her the whole time as well.. anyway luckily i got to leave early and go to recital.. and like i had to change in the car it was rather funny lol.. and then got there and like i sang with the group then sang my songs and like ugh it made me mad cuz i could have done way better but whatever i guess.. mom and dad and grandma were pleased so thats all that mattered.. then we sang as a group again.. well in between there everyone else sang there songs too but ya.. who cares lol.. haha but then we sang then she handed out our papers and awards and i got the superior certificates for both the art song and musical theatre.. and im sure no one cares to read this but i dont care.. dont read it then. well i also got a trophy with mine too.. its small but im pleased cuz it is pretty sweet.. yeah and then when we were done i told cheryl its my grandmas birthday and we sang to her and it was cute.. yes.. stayed there for a while and then left and went home.. now ive been working on homework and sitting doing nothing.. and my family never fed me supper the little crappers.. they were eating a hotdog on tv and it made me want one cuz i never got one at church last wednesday.. ugh im mean to mom i need to stop blah i chewed her out for eating dads chipotle which was his and he gave money to me for it.. gosh she only thinks of herself and about how she loves food.. and like then she'll get this like act of being all like waaa waaa i didnt mean to and its annoying.. she drives me crazy at times the way she acts.. yet it drives me even more crazy to think of how rude i am.. like im not really mean.. but im rude.. oh yes.. and.. i put spaces in here just for eric.. also see eric.. you are now mentioned in my diary entry lol.. soooo tired.. My ex is: a dumbass My sex is: female Maybe I should: eat more chipotles soon I love: chipotles and st cloud rendezvous I Lose: my patience which is why i no longer have any People say: anything they want? Love is: uncontrollable Somewhere, someone is: thinking of you I will always remember: the campfire this last summer.. damnit Forever seems: too slow I never want to: lose my family I think the current President: is a fucking duschbag When I wake up in the morning: i want to fall back asleep I get annoyed when: people dont tell the truth My cat/s is/are:non existing as i hate them.. partially Today I was: ok Tomorrow I'm going to: leave early for golf YEAH I really want: to sleep I have low tolerance for people who: dont care If I had a million dollars: i would spend it on a new house and car and save th rest for the gasoline i have to buy