so ya tonight will be fun beings jessica is coming and were gonna go play guitar and bring mark to the warehouse and go to the warehouse and be all coolio.. ya and it will be fun..! im excited.. it shall be fun im excited to hear soteria.. and listen to silverline.. as long as also hangin out at the warehouse.. lol i love it there cuz all my friends go there and like lindsey will be there and she's leaving and wont be at our school anymore which is sad cuz i love lindsey she's a sweetheart.. ahh everyone shall come to the warehouse tonight.. its on first street and its at 8.00 its gonna be rocking yeah.. ya im mad that i cant get threw a day without thinking of it.. it pisses me off. and its been goin on for about a month cuz thats about how long it has been .. i hate it i hate it i hate. it ! i wish it was out of my head.. yet i want it back so bad.. i hate it.. grr.. why does everytime i write an entry i put this.. because its not off of my mind and it wont be for a while which pisses me offf even more grr.. i need to find something knew so then the thought is gone.. i want a new guitar ( out of randomness ) i believe i will get one when the time is right and i hope i find the perfect one that will officially match me i want one thats cool and like edgy ahh edgy is awesome.. yeah get rid of these thoughts inside my head..!