so i got done with soccer today and i was heading home and i wasl ike i should eat.. erica says eat after practice.. so i was like thinking what should i eat.. then i came up with pancakes.. as they didnt sound that bad.. then i thought no french toast then i was debating on them and finally came to the decision of french toast.. so i get inside and look in the fridge getting all my supplies and there were no eggs.. i was like damnit and pancakes probably have need them too and i didnt want to reach for the box of pancake mix so i was like fine cereal then so i went back to the fridge for that.. no milk.. so i am sitting up here its been about an hour.. my stomach is growling i dont feel like changin and running to the store yet. i dont plan on putting make up on.. my hair is still wet as i showered.. mm.. about 10 min ago i was thinking i wanted to wear a sweater as i havent since forever and i love them.. now.. i can.. becuase i will wear it to the store.. tonight im goin to josh pierskallas i cant spell that.. dont care either.. but yea dana is coming and picking me up.. and yea.. were going there at liek 7 which kind of sucks as he wants us there till like 1 or 2 which then again im glad cuz dana said she has to go home by 12 and technically i do to as thats cerfew.. im debating on saying that i might leave around like 10 or 11 as im soooo tired.. i might just follow dana to his house instead of ride with her cuz then im not stuck but if i just ride with her then i save gas ug i dont know.. im tired.. soccer was at 8 we had to run like around the school to around the civic center to the farthest north entrance to the schools parking lot and then we did a race drill.. my team lost.. basically because of ania.. so had to do 5 hills.. then we did this other thing at the end where we ran a mile and a half around a box thing uh it was dumb we would sprint and then jog then sprint then jog.. uh gay i basically ran.. then hardly ran then ran then hardly ran.. as it gets that exhausting bye the end.. fricken 8 in the morning though.. my head is throbbing im not soar yet.. but uh .. gay i think im gonna get some candy at the store too.. eric is back at home.. he is more then likely sleeping right now.. as he is not on so he is probably not up.. i owe dad money for using his phone so i think im just gonna buy all the stuff at the store myself.. uh i need gas too.. gay i need money for that.. i need a weekend job and i want to do joanns except the only thing is my gold award im planning on doing on the weekends.. uh damn thing hopefully it gets approved i finally finished the questions.. eric said he was swollen last night i think that would suck i dont even want to imagine getting my wisdom teeth out.. yet to get your jaw done icky.. and drinking threw a straw sounds like hell.. or well not technically threw a straw.. but just drinking your food.. icky.. sounds pretty bad.. im so excited to wear that sweater.. mm im gonna wear my hockey one that i got at uws just a bit ago.. i wore it to the movies with et.. well actually i brought it to the movies and put it on after the movie.. uh head is still throbbing.. maybe its the light fromt he computer.. maybe its telling me to go eat.. uh i dont want to eat.. basically like eric.. except he cant help his.. but i dont want to eat.. eric is gonna be smaller then hell he will be smaller then me.. dirty little shit. mm.. needing sleep.