wow i didnt actually think that they would have that mood im surprise but it explains it all im stuck in corners and cant get out i just want to sit down and work out problems but i cant and i hope tonight is a big bandade and heels every feeling i hate this though and sarahs sad and i feel sad and i have not to much to say i just want erica to come home shes not here yet oooh ya know whats funny our burger king started on fire today lol its awesome but it didnt burn to the ground damnit i want to heal your pain stop feeling bad i love you and i dont know how much i can tell you but i want to tell you a million times and i love you get it i hope you relize this is for you for you not me i love you and dont get mad or sad cuz no matter what feelings you have just know that jessica loves you and nothing is gonnna stop me cuz it cant stop you cant stop a feeling and just know that god is there god is there to heal the pain just let him in lately i have been really lookin towards God like you dont know how much you really love him till you seek out for him like i dont really pray every day but i think about him and just he runs through my head constantly and i just love him with more then glorious feelings and i love him a lot and just everyone turn to him and seek out for his hand erica come home already!!! ya know what pisses me off is how everyone calls each other and they all kind of have each other but i just kind of sit here at home and the only way i talk to ppl is on msn and the only thing i remember is one day when i talked to that one person on msn and we did it where you have like microphone and that was pretty special even though that person doesnt always hang around me we talked and it was a good feeling to have someone to talk to and like just hearin them was a special feeling and we got along so well but it didnt make feelings towards each other any better just higher hopes hate higher hopes