today was better.. i seemed to have been able to be whatever i thinik it was the lack of sleep and being able to bake muffins.. something is wrong with sarah though but i dont think that even she knows what.. she is out with her madre and chady poo.. so me and emily had this great plan today to go to the movies and then joanna had been wanting to go to movies but then emily couldnt cuz of babysitting and joanna had her whole plan of bench warmers but that wasnt till 9 and she thought it was at 7 which is because on the recording it does say 7.40 but before that it also says that that is on sat and sunday.. sorry joanna.. so instead sarah and eric and myself went and then jenna and joanna didnt show up but sam and jeff and brittney and matt and marty were there so it was like a gang of ppl and randomly i dont think they were with us but they were in front of our "gang" was sarah p and alicia a meh oh well it was all good.. the movie was pretty funny i guess i kind of missed the beggining with the whole messing with phone thing and joanna i felt bad i wanted her to go oh so bad and we wanted to go to benchwarmers but ya.. yes there was something else i had to say.. ahh yes.. they made us golf today.. yes i know evil bastards it is raining and very very cold and they made us golf today they made us do 6 holes and i froze and like we didnt even care about what we were doing so it was utterly pointless but yes it was also cold and made me feel icky and yuck evil ppl who make us golf in crappy weather i guess i could have gone with christa to damons for a party with her but im pretty sure that the new london ppl that christa hangs with are really boring and eric and sarah interest me more and crazy mammels with seductive birds that are almost as creepy as me.. hmm poor birds.. christa herself didnt seem to want to really go.. i mean it is damons party that kid is kind of eh.. i dont know but he's quite so im sure it would be boring just a big bunch of freako childish kids hanging around playing truth or dare or spin the bottle thinking there cool cats but really there stupid especially if big but chris weidner was there and im sure chris d would be there too and then he would maybe talk to me again but we dont care.. i make good decisions on which ppl are much cooler in which is sarah and eric.. as they are wayyyyyyyy cooler then anyone at damons except well christa of course as we all love christa. ahhh next saturday is everyones prom ahh and i dont know which to go too.. friday is willmars in which im gonna go watch.. but then on sat there is both sarahs and christas and i think im gonna go to christas as she is a relative and very close to me.. and hers is closest and cuz it is new londons and because loree will not have to explain everything to me and rub it in my face.. i pretty much think that i dont like ben he is boring but i am not suppose to say that to christa because im a bad influence to her.. influence my butt.. she can have her own perspective that just so happens to be mine.. in which it is true he had nothing to do at his own house and christa treated him like crap and by me saying he is boring im in the wrong when christa was the one treating him like an asshole not me.. i was nice and kind and i think he got mad at her.. in which i feel bad for him.. but then again i dont cuz she is aggravated in him.. ugh that boy i dont understand but that is not my problem and i dont want to hear anymore of christas life from loree as she is always rubbing christas achievements in my face and its like ya sure i dont care anymore what your daughter does unless its something interesting i hope i get into colorguard so i can rub my cool talent in her face and then also once i get my gold award done it will be perfect as im painting a kids room in the church so it will be awesomme cuz it will be like a reminder every sunday what an achievement i did ahhahahaha.. what an evil girl and in the house of god i am doing this.. although i am only totally kddding.. ugh dogs are barking.. your jealous of our movie going i know..