ok so everything is so hectic its not fare ok i had my birthday right and the only presents i got were from my grandparents my god parents and my friend zack i mean those whom i dont see as often i dont mind but i hate it like at school like on my birthday all i got was hey jessica happy birthday if even that and well hmm on carleys birthday she gets a present from andrew whom i really dont care that id get a present and one from jess g whom is practically my sister and it bugs me oh and then today steph gives britty a present brittys birthday is exactly a week before mine no one thinks about me my birthday sucked already and my friends didnt do didly squat for me i hate turning 15 i hate my life at the moment im pissed off at most ppl in my school especially the ones that i so call "friends" like sarah brings this water thing with a whole so you squirt at ppl well i get it for a while and then she steals it back well then lauren somehow gets it and sarah leaves well sarah you leaving was the worst part of my day i got the bottle from lauren and was swurting emily runs over to linsey to tell her what we've done to her well then i dont know i went to get her even more and she poors a bottle of someones on me right in the front so it really looked like i peed this whole water thing is gay why the hell did i get caught up into it well so i cover myself up with my coat and grant comes and he's all messing around with us and he steals my coat just to put the cherry on top standing there i relize that today sucked and i wanted to come home and curl up into my little corner grant and emily are on my death wish at the moment i seriously want to kill the two bastards grant should be happy ive been nice to the son of a bitch cuz he's a freak and a lot of ppl think he's gay well he can go to hell no wait i will cuz i dont seem to be loved enough so bye ya'll i have church to go to. today sucked upon sucking