ugh last bights of chipotle.. goodbye my loverly.. ya know im pretty sure that if i threw it up and ate it again.. it would be disgusting.. and i can make my entry as gross as i want as only about two ppl read this.. sometimes one.. prove me wrong people.. so today golf was ok i started out really terrible but then my game got better.. i could really go for a glass of milk right now.. anyway.. i ended up with a 59 which isnt bad i would have done better if i wouldnt have been phsyching myself out on the last whole i had only a 50 and i had eight holes down and was on my last one thinking.. ok you can get six and thats it.. then youll be good as gold.. then i went and hit into the trees a few times.. then i think i took one of the varsity girls' balls cuz they were like right behind us.. i felt so bad.. shame on me what an evil girl.. oh well i guess.. but i felt really bad so then i putted terribly and ugh ended up with a nine on one whole that was my worst one now that i think of it.. sometimes with my scores i feel like im cheating but i really am not.. its amazing how much ive improved throughout the years i remember golfing with britty and doing so bad and thought i would never be as good as people like sarah pattison but i think im better or at least my scores say im better.. in which is totally awesome.. wow what a geek i am typing about golf.. i know i know.. no one wants to hear it.. so today was whatever for the part that i was in school.. i wore the coolest shirt as i tie dyed it and it turned out amazing.. and it was a tomagachi shirt which is cool.. i had my warheads during lunch and i saved two for eric.. as they are godly candies.. ugh it was kind of funny how happy i turned to be when sarah told me during second block about how we were gonna stop at chipotles and coldstone after the meet.. like i was like freaking out i wanted to scream like i literally was like smiling so much that when i was walking down the hall i probably looked like a retard.. its really odd how someone can be so excited to go to a resterant.. its rather pathetic and later i relized how much more pathetic i was when all the girls were like jessica what do you get blah blah blah.. why do you know all of this stuff.. and i was like ugh i love the place i guess.. and like we were going from the course to chipotles and i like wasnt talking which really anytime i wasnt talking as i dont feel like talking a lot of the time around those girls.. so like i was quiet and eilers like looked back in his mirror and he goes jessica are you just getting psyched over chipotles or something stupid like that.. and i was like ugh i guess *rolling eyes* then when we were in the line at chipotles i was again just kind of zonning and like he's like are you really concentrating on this or something and i was like shut up you poopoo head.. it made me kind of mad to think of myself as that pathetic of a person to be practically obsessed over a resterant.. knowing what i put on it.. what time it closes about the amount it costs.. how many calories is in one.. whats on the menu.. what there is to put on it.. im practically psycho in there books or at least its the way i felt.. although i did feel special cuz they made me order first cuz they had no idea what they were doing.. but still i felt like a chipotle freak.. ive eaten there three times within the last like 16 days ive eaten there 3 times.. GROSS! i lead a pathetic life.. im quiting here.