ok so a little bothered at the moment like this whole week just seriously sucks like yesterday was the worst day of my life besides the fact that it was valentines everything else just sucked and suck on top of the pile of suck like ya i dont want to talk about it what so ever except the fact that im totally pissed because lauren someone who i thought was kind of my friend buys everyone and i mean like everyone a flower like everyone and i didnt get on from her but oh well valentines is just a stupid things to get hopes up and stupid stuff but i dont care valentines is dumb even if i had a boyfriend but screw that i didnt want to get into it but ok so today was a bit better i saw jason like on my way back to lunch and he like bumbed me and it was funny cuz like i ran into ashley and shes like jessica and im like no i was pushed and we were just kidding around about it and then i got on the bus and he did it again so then i like pushed him back and messed up his hair lol it was funny its no fare cory and jason sit together i should sit in the middle lol there cute lol but no one seems to like jason they think he's an ass but ya know what he's nice to me bitches so ya well i dont know its all confusing right now though i wish i wouldnt have crushes i just want sleep im so tired my knees hurt all day i want to cut them off soooooooo badly like grr like we bought a brace for it but then we got home and relized it wouldnt work so we brought it back and well then i got a new one like two days ago and well that one sucks too because alicia told me not to get the ones that buckle in the back to i found this one which i thought didnt buckle in the back well guess what it does so now we need to go back again and get a different one grrr by the time i get one they wont have any left i hate it and the pain is excrusiating grrr... tomorrow i have to go to drivers ed and drive with schwieger blah... i think ill die first well i should go so ya bye... bler, i have nothing to write right here