mm so tired.. i coudnt sleep like hardly at all last night.. afriad of my room too.. today was ok i worked and it was boring.. then eric came and visited me then went and got lulu beans which was delicous then we went to cash wise then to home ane made pizza and watched corpse bride it was a good movie its really short though.. yes then eric had to go as his mom is dumb but then again he has early work tomorrow.. so you all know im so excited... so i guess i will be going to california twice this upcoming school year i guess you could say.. were going to california over christm,as break and maybe more of it.. and im so excited for that cuz its with my family and ahhhhhhhhh then later like two or three months were going back as in i am going back with school... ahh crazy which means maybe if i have fun with cousins even though they are like a gazillion years older thenm me.. maybe they will meet up with me when im there with school and i can like chill with them.. or they can come listen to us perform places.. ahh that would be soooooooo cool.. ahh im so excited.. california here i come.. twice.. ahh christmas.. where are my parents coming up with this though.. like its sooo random.. they go to me today.. when is your christmas break and i go ugh i dont know.. and im like why and there like were going to california.. and im like sweet and so i might even get to miss some of school sweet.. ahh so excited.. the only bad thing is like i will have no school breaks that are like on my own at home.. they will all be aaw and gone.. which is gay.. ugh my house is hotter then hell..