i do feel bad.. i think i will go to hell for this.. what a meany i am.. i did not fall asleep once today.. tomorrow is the last day of the term.. blah im a butthead im tired.. yeah friends are coming over tomorrow im happy.. i first asked grant if he wanted to come over cuz last weekend he was gonna bring his ddr kareoke over so then i asked him if he wanted to so then when we were with jess i decided she could as well and then i was like hey i havent hung out with steph for quite sometime and i know jess has been lately so i invited her as well.. and then today told sarah about it and invited her as well and i guess people are saying there coming over out of pity.. it simply had nothing to do with any sort of pity it came from last weekend.. i could honestly to bajebus care about this lock in thing and whether im going or not.. i dont mind.. that is for them people.. and i dont really care.. and dont say my house would ever have a pity party cuz that is dumb and pity is where you feel bad for someone.. and i dont feel bad for anyone and if im suppose to feel bad for you well then sorry i guess i dont know.. sorry for you not being invited to the lock in thing i guess. i could honestly care less. britty kind of invited me but i simply just am fine with just not going.. those people should have fun.. and i hope that they do and that they do grow a wee bit closer to God in one night as that is totally awesome.. and way cool.. im afraid of that sure.. im pretty positive on that too.. tomorrow before our game.. me and sarah and ashley are gonna eat fettacini alfredo and i just relized i dont know how to spell that wow lol but its like one of my favorite foods. today before the game i had banana pancakes with old bananas which were probably the reason of why i didnt feel good before the game.. damn bananas and there nasty brown like ways.. it was quite disgusting..i want alfredo yeah.. MY HOUSE IS NOT FOR PITY PARTYS.. I PITY YOU FOR BEING A MEANY AND SAYING THAT...