okay so my boyfriend came over after i had JUST got back from Drum and he told me some very disturbing news. his EX girlfriend had aperently cheated on him throughout his whole relationship with her. and he umm... well lets just say he got rid of one kind of pain. so of course i was sudenly quite sad but i was the first to know about it and oh god was it ever a mess! so he came down satirs as he watched me distroy my livingroom and turn it into a little girl/princess room. it's going to be like just out of a fairy tale! ya and i shall feel like a little girl again whenever i go down there. but i won't let anyone see it untill its finished. it's starting to look sooo cool! :) so yes i really like Hayden but it still dosn't feel completely right. meh. i just hope i can help him. he seems to really like me back so i don't know. i guess i better get off and go try to get mor on my living room done and then hit the hay. Later Days! *~Ashley~*