So today I’ve been completely stressing. I have felt unloved and I’ve need a hug all day but I haven’t wanted any one to really touch me to much. Although im a little happy because it’s a new term. And that means I can start fresh and try really hard to get my marks up which Is what I was stressing over in the beginning. You see basically I have really shitty marks this year. I just got my English test back and it was worth a lot of marks… hmm 53% is SHIT! It’s horrible. And I am really good at English and L.A. fuck! And in Science I got my test back which was my final/ midterm test and I got a FUCKING 33% ON IT!!! I fail at life. Now im not one to be down on myself ever but this time I feel like I am shit and I fail completely. So what im planning to do is not go out and hang out with people until after 6:00 and before that I will study and do homework. Hopefully I can keep some marks up by doing that. GOOD NEWS**** I got a futon though. Even though I already said that. But its sweet cuz it is big and really comfy. But yes I should get going so I can pretend to do work. Later Days! *~Ashley~*