So here is an update: Taylor basically stopped talking to me… and im trying to figure out why. I really don’t know why. I mean when we were out at his house before his mom freaked out at us, especially Taylor. She was a total bitch. Hayden still wants to go out with me…. Actually him and Sara are coming over right now… Yup and Sara is going out with this guy Travis Maraz… something like that. Ya his brother his hot and 22. we had a one night stand and damn can that kid have sex. Great kisser too. That is a rare find. So yup… I don’t really care though… but the condoms broke… both. But im smart about everything so im not worried. I went to this seminar thing and this guy did this talk thing. It was really good. He didn’t just preach like they usually do about how you shouldn’t do drugs. I thought it was really effective. Rather than talking to us like we were four he talk to us on a normal level… taught some kids about street smarts too. And man could he play drums. I did horrible on my science test though… 12 out of 65. I don’t know what happened. I really don’t that is probably the worst mark of my life. I hate being dumb on paper. Uggg! So I don’t know what im going to do. Oh well… I’ll figure it out on Monday. And hayden started cutting again. God… Piff But ya I really want to drink and have a party… it’ll be fun I think. I wish someone lived on their own or on a farm but no one dose. I hope my mom will let us have it here but I doubt it. I just want to dress like a babe and strut it… and get a little crazy, it sucks cuz it’s the same old people though. But ya and I think that’s it…. Later days!