so let me just start out by saying taht i wanted mine and Haydens relationship to be alot about trying really weird new things. (mostly for him) for eg. kissing upside down. so tonight to end it with style i kissed him under Bruce Ave. anyways i'll just back track a little it all started when i invited him over for Shepards pie... well after he came over he had a little so i told him to come down to my room (which we always are there cuz we can talk without being disturbed) anyways so pritty soon we just started makeing out hard core... i mean i get really agressive after a little while and i kept apolijizing and he kept laughing saying it was okay... (by teh way this little thing goes out to Cooper and ?BAiley, i just want to tell you 2 that we kinda talked but i didn't get that much out...) anyways so we made out for about 2 hours. haha and he's liek "jeez i'll have to teach you some tricks..." okay first off that is liek intierly the RONG thing to say to me. it brakes teh mood with a snap. i hate it when people say something like that. showing me is one thign even bringing my hand to wherever is fine but saying that!!! oh god! and he was saying how it was funny that he wasn't sweaty cuz he's used to it.... FUCK HIM!!! that broke the mood for a while... but whenever i get mad at him then ill snap and explaine EVERYTHING he does rong to him. so after Kurt knocked and when i opend the door he was liek What the fuck?! i couldnt stop laughing i was like "smell it dude" and he was liek were you two haveing sex?! it was really funny. but heres the thing aboutt the whoel sene taht was just rong,: HAyden wanted me to get undressed but he wouldn't take his shirt off so once again i reminded him that he had to work for it. the onther thing is that i was on top the whole time almost and when he was kinda on top he didnt do anything. let me just say "WTF mate?" so is it just me or does that seem RONG?! so when me and kurt were on the swings Hayden had gone home cuz he needed to ask his mom if he could go see his Ex Lindsy and she said to ask me and i really don't give two fucks. im not jelous easly so he is now probably trying to bitch her out and i really don't want him to hurt himdelf so i hope he calls and i know she'll try somethign but i should get off this thing. one day ill right about Lindsy. oh and to snap back ... I just love the sweet taste of the Plum after kissing under Bruce Ave. Plum <3 Later Days! *~Ashley~*