so here i sit with my music and my friends... my moms not home. Shes at work. its such a nice day out and its plus 26 or something out. i love it. im sporting a new outfit (well old clothes but thrown together differantly) im going to Saras house in like 10 minutes and we'll probably play video games or something. So a quick up date!!! im working now... at ya i know its lame... Canadian Tire. meh. at least its a job. my mom is getting pissed with driving me back and forth into and out of drum though. meh. she dosn't know im movign out yet still but im telling her after this weekend. im writeing her a letter then she can read it and the next day we'll go sit in the Councilors office and it'll be the last discusion aboout everything. im done. im tired of it. fuck her! i payed my due and you know what ? its old now... it happend how long ago? thats right. Ashley is back! that took me awhile to get over but no more depressiona nd no more crap. ya im even talking back to her and throwing a little attitude her way. man that woman can sure throw alot at you... well she deserves a little back. i saw Josh the other day. it was nice to see him. and he was happy to see me too. i was glad. but ya i really wanted to see hima dn Ashley yesterday but i couldn't. i worked wed and thurs. so ya ... and i cutt Saras hair. it looks sooo hot! i made it really choppy. i took so much hair off. it looks really good and she loves it. then i did Haydens hair and i colored it witha blueie-greeny chunk in it and then i cutt his hair (sorrta emo style) so it was short in the back and longer in teh front. it looks really good. so him and Sara came to visit me after work the other day for about 15 minutes and it was funny cuz me and Katrina introduced Sara to the movie (indie film) Love Me If You Dare. and it it theres this game and you have to dare someone to do somethign then say "are you game?" and they basically have to be game. so Sara whisperd somethign to Hayden and i was sort of intriged which is weird because ushually i dont care but this time it intrised me. so i kept asking what it was and Sara says to hayden sort of quite "are you game?" i started jumping up and down saying oh wwow! iwant to play! im game! and sara looks at me and says "are you sure?" and im like "totally! Game! game!" now at this point i have no idea what it was, Hayden seemned a little hesatent and then i realized it had somethign to do with me... hmmm eh? so he says "okay..." and starts to some up to me i kinda moved back and he says "no just stand there...it okay." im like "okayyy..." then he grabbes my head lightly and swoops in for a kiss...(sorta open mouthed) no as most of you know i don't knwo when people are about to kiss me untill they actually do... ya i've ALWAYS been blonde in that part. it sucks too. but ya so he kissed me. pritty long too and i just stood there eyes wide and let him. i mean i didnt kiss him back... but i stood there then kinda pulled away after a few seconds and sorrta touched my lips with my hand and i said "oohhh... oh my god!... i ..." Sara and Hayden couldn't stop laughing. i was speechless. i mean i really wasn't expecting that. and it was one of his better kisses. (i don't think Hayden and me has ever clicked.) but ya and then they left. so basically that was my night. and tomarrow im going to Katrinas grad! i cant wait!! yay!! and ill look like a total babe. Later Days! *~Ashley~*