Man Of The Hour Says: Hello there. I know your name is Ashley and you're very important to my boyfriend, Nick. And I want you to know, that is okay with me; I have a similar sort of friend and I think it would be unfair of me to tell him that he can't have you in his life. But right now, I'm really hurt and messed up... I know that he loves you and even though I understand that I can't and won't try to control the way he feels, your relationship with him still scares me, as sometimes I feel he puts you before me, and even loves you deeper. I'm sorry to come across as psycho and clingy but I would like to ask you a favor; I know you two are close, but, just maybe, do you mind not sleeping with him? It really hurts me every time you two talk about it and I just don't know what to do about it, other than ask you politely, if you would be okay with that. did i write anything back? no. and that is how everything started. So basically after i got off work (i only have two days left ^.^ be happy) i called Nick and i kinda told him about the letter and what not. i honestly don't think they should be together. i think i may have hurt him. i want him to be happy. i feel bad though. i don't want to be in the way. man i hate feeling this way. it really dose hurt. so lats i heard he was going to go talk to her about it. *sigh* i have no idea.... So back tracking... wait! i just wrote this back to her i thank you for bringing this to my attention. i sort of figured as much but i wasn't sure. i would have never done anything with him unless you were okay with it. thank you for telling me in such a nice way. it means alot. i don't wnat to hurt anyone, cuase conflict or be in the way or even a threat to a territory. i can't really help the way he feels. but i just wnat you to know i have no intentions of "stealing him from you" as i know sometimes girls get that in tehir heads.... Later Days *~Ashley~* but ya now back to what i was saying.... there is this guy taht comes in named Rocky with his friend Goostoff... (he's sweedish) but ya so anyways... this girl i used to work with has a crush on Goostoff and i think it would be fun to go out on a date with Rocky so i asked another girl i work with if she could pitch the idea to him and she was totallky up for it. i personally don't think i really have a chance. i mena first of all he said he had a girlfriend and that they might brake up soon. Jaclyn said thats bull but i don't know. i just want to have dinner with him. so ya... thats that. Im off to be a cmap councilor in july... and James is trying to get back with me but he has a lot to make up for all the pain he caused me. Richards family is down and tehy went out for sushi... hopefully my mom remembered to pick me up some ... <3 i love sushie. and i tried to play my guitar again. really i would love ot be a rock star. haha i have the personality for it and they attritude as well as the clothes. :) and i know how to get people going. hmmm.... i think thats really about it. Me and hayden had a lot of fights going on. mostly about him doing drugs and what not. yup.... i think thats it. well if i think of anything else ill try to start up dating this thing. Later Days! *~Ashley~*