im sitting in the office surounded by boxes of chocolates... ewww. anyways so before christmas i was puking for like two days every 2 hours non stop. its was rediculous. so christmas dinner at my cusins rolled around and i had the lovely pleasure of being poked at and made fun off and put down by my uncle John. fucker. i gave hima gift too and he took it with desgust and basically threw it to the side. oh and they thought it woul dbe cool to give me some socks that they took out of the ones they gave to my cuzin. and dear Chantel thought it would be nice to gove me a purple shirt that cost 10-20$ at Garage, ummm no not cool. she has two part time jobs thta pay her like $15 an hour and she has schooling and eerything payed for and her car and her insurance and she is JUST starting to pay for her OWN insurance. so whne the friend of my Aunts was like "oh Chantel you know where its at, you've got it good" and then turns around and says (after i have informed everyone that i am moving out on my very own and with no room mates, because my last one Jay fucked me over and after i tell them all im thinking of getting a car next summer) "oh you should talk to chantel about that, ask her she knows how hard it is." i almost flipped. no she dosn't. she ... UAAGGGHHHH!!!! she dosn't even know that half of it. i mean i don't either but still. anyways i called my dad right around christmas and he was in the hospital with pangri-itis. ? and now i haven't herd from him. im a little worried. and i have to move and for new years im probably going to be moving my stuff over to my new house. and im still not done cleaning it. Patrick says not to worry but i am. fuck! i want it done and i would love to paint too but i don't know if that's going to happen. ya so anyways im going to go look at mistints. ill stress about this stuff later. Later Days! *~Ashley~*